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*sigh* I didn't know...
Oh well, better get on with this thing.
Agent Maye commented yesterday on the lack of sentimentality on my SoTW posts. Ack, I truly apologize for the apparent confusion. Agent Neil somehow failed to tell me that specify detail.
Pfft. So much for being my partner. Thanks a bunch.
Anyway, enough finger-pointing. Here's my sentimentalities**. [I'm thankful I was told of this earlier. Imagine if more than a month has passed?]
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Go Girl
What would the music be indeed without the sounds?
Come on, people, don't tell me the "pornstar" line hadn't caught your attention? Oh wait, is the uncensored version played on-air? Or is it just propagated via file-sharing sites?
Disturbia
MTV-wise, this tops the Famous Black Parade by MCR, in my opinion at least. [I will not tolerate violent reactions. It's an opinion. Go make your own, I don't care.] Plus, it gave me two or three plot bunnies for my Labyrinth ficcie.
Aside from that, it gained a permanent place in my mind since it's one of the songs we used for our batch dance. Oh, I think my body will forever remember that song, too. Eek, we spent nearly a month to master the choreo for the first half of that song...
Blue Bird*
I'm a newly-revived Naruto fan, yes. And the recent updates of the manga gave this song a whole new meaning to me. It striked me odd how the song could fit to every member of the original Team 7, 'tis all. Oh, and fangirling snippet: doesn't Naruto looked handsome when he's portrayed in his solemn moments? :D
Anna Ni Issho Datte No Ni*
I like Gundam Seed theme songs. I like See-Saw. I do not watch/read Gundam Seed, mecha-manga ain't my type.
Granted that the translations are fairly accurate [I ganked it from animelyrics.com], it's another semi-angsty song. Hence, an instant favie.
NOTE:
* These are the songs that were constantly played during the times when I'm most engrossed in my Machine Problem. So, it's another factor leading to them being the featured song.
**Sentimentality [noun]: sentiments of a mentally-unstable person***
***Definition ripped off from DUH Guide for Things You Thought You Knew but You Actually Don't by Lokhe Bved
Oh, and there's an apology hidden underneath the title. It's for your own eyes only.
But in case technical difficulties are encountered, here's the hidden message.
"I'm sorry..."
Don't be too sad about being another year older.That's just your body aging. Your mental maturity's still the same since the last I saw you. Maybe. Most likely. Probably. Hopefully... :D
Ampeberdei DHW!!
Especially when you have dreamed things almost similar to mine.
Honestly, rare is the time when my dreams creep me out even by the living daylights. And rarer is the time when I can remember my dreams in detail.
Forgive this rant, in fact, forget about this. I really just need to get this out of my system.
Oh, dream interpretations come from Dream Meanings.
Crucifix -- A crucifix is a symbol of new life and liberation. The dream may have a personal message for you, depending on your beliefs. It may represent your difficulties and hardships.
Fire -- Fire generally symbolizes destruction, anger, passion, desire or transformation. It may refer to something old that is passing from your life and the entering of a new stage. If the fire is under control, it could represent your drive and motivation in life. To dream that you are getting burned by fire suggests that your temper is out of control. A situation or issue may be burning you up inside. To dream that a house is on fire indicates that you need to undergo some transformation. It may also highlight passion and love of those around you. To dream that you put out a fire signifies that you will overcome your obstacles in life.
Food -- To dream of food represents emotional and physical nourishment. Generally, fruit is symbolic of sensuality Frozen food may represent cold emotions. To dream that you are hiding food indicates a fear of deprivation and you do not trust what you already have. To dream of stale food suggests that you are feeling emotionally drained and tired.
Rice -- It is good to dream of rice because it predicts success and warm friendships. To eat it denotes happiness and domestic comfort. To see it mixed with dirt predicts sickness and separation from friends. For a young woman to dream of cooking rice indicates that she may soon get new duties that could make her happier. She may also enjoy wealth.
Blood -- To see blood in your dream represents life, love and passion. It also could represent disappointment. To dream that you are bleeding signifies that you are emotionally drained. To dream that you are drinking blood indicates that you have a fresh burst of vitality and power.
Yes...the bitchette who escaped from hell has returned. XD
And here I thought she has gone stagnant. It turns out that she was just waiting for the opportune moment to show up again. Ain't that cute...
Oh, she's here now.
Darkhearted-writer, expect a gift from nica-chan.
Clue: it's a banner
Clue: she made it herself
Clue: you'll adore the picture included there.
Happy Birthday!
From Rikki Bitchette
Mezashita no wa aoi aoi ano sora
"Kanashimi" wa mada oboerarezu
"Setsunasa" wa ima tsukami hajimeta
Anata e to daku kono kanjou mo
Ima "kotoba" ni kawatte iku
Michi naru sekai no yume* kara mezamete
kono hane wo hiroge tobitatsu
Habata itara modoranai to ittte
Mezashita no wa shiroi shiroi ano kumo
Tsukinuketara mitsukaru to shitte
Furikiru hodo aoi aoi ano sora
aoi aoi ano sora
aoi aoi ano sora
Aisou sukita you na oto de
Sabireta furui mado wa kowareta
Miakita kago wa hora sutete iku
Furikaeru koto wa mou nai
Takanaru kodou ni kokyuu wo azukete**
Kono mado wo kette tobitatsu
Kakedashitara te ni dekiru to ittte
Izanau no wa tooi tooi ano koe
Mabushi sugita anata no te mo nigitte
Motomeru hodo aoi aoi ano sora
Ochite iku to wakatte ita
Soredemo hikari wo oi tsudzukete iku yo
Habata itara modoranai to ittte
Sagashita no wa shiroi shiroi ano kumo
Tsukinuketara mitsukaru to shitte
Furikiru hodo aoi aoi ano sora
Aoi aoi ano sora
aoi aoi ano sora
arifureta yasashisa wa kimi wo toozakeru dake
tsumetaku kirisuteta kokoro wa samayou bakari
sonna kakkowarusa ga ikiru to iu koto nara
samuzora no shita me wo tojite iyou
anna ni issho datta no ni
kotoba hitotsu tooranai kasoku shiteiku senaka ni ima wa
anna ni issho datta no ni yuugure wa mou chigau iro
semete kono tsukiakari no shita de shizuka na nemuri wo
unmei to umaku tsukiatte iku nara kitto
kanashii toka sabishii nante itte rarenai
nando mo tsunagatta kotoba wo muryoku ni shite mo
taikutsu na yoru wo tsubushitainda ne
anna ni issho datta no ni
fuzoroi na futari ni ima tadoritsukeru basho nado nainda
anna ni issho datta no ni hajimete au yokogao ni
fushigi na kurai ni miserareteru tomadou kurai ni
kokoro wa doko ni iru? doko ni fukarete iru? sono hitomi ga mayowanu you ni
anna ni issho datta no ni
kotoba hitotsu tooranai ugoki hajimeta kimi no jounetsu
anna ni issho datta no ni yuugure wa mou chigau iro
semete kono tsukiakari no shita de shizuka na nemuri wo
Why? I don't know; probably because it's been a week [almost, give or take a few days] since I have last posted. And no, the mind dump post yesterday does not count.
Ooopsss!! Gomen!!! My SoTW is two weeks overdue!!!
OK, OK, I'll do it now. I found the two perfect songs. I'll explain their sentimental value later...
There's a puppy sleeping on top of my feet....sshhh...
Anyway, I felt the intense urge to blog...
Well, actually, it's more of the need to mind dump.
[deep breath] OK, here it goes...
omg i finished the mp its working its working its goddamn working i think we have a test on preventive alternative medicine which is ridiculously intertwined with remedial medicine and i really hope that our professor was not serious when he said those who will fail tomorrow test must take the finals egad im doomed no must not fail and theres still the depex next next week and im still rememorizing all those identities we tackled two years ago and waaaahhhh i must get a grade of 80 for this next exam to hell on depending on the finals its too risky i need to pass this or else im doomed what else what else the essay oh well at least i have gathered enough info on that but my outline still has not been approved yet damn how hard can comm1 get its embarrasing on my part this is english gaddamnit theres a panel discussion to plan oh well thats a few days from now ha as if i have the time lady on my side argh i envy those who have time to just lounge at mall of asia darn oh look the puppys awake er no it just changed position i want pizza now pizza topped with pineapple bits and salami slices and feta cheese my fingers still have minds of their own they're just typing random things leaving me to wonder what the hell did i just typed mind dump mind dump mind dump strcat strnpy strncat strlen strstr strpch what pch lpt variable int char pointer asterisks srtool microsoft wonder requiem for a dream violins creepy violins creepy second voices where did they use that part in the movie anyway include main library arguments parameters yahoo messenger axel patrick joanna joanna trixe xmae maemae christmas yey only a few more weeks til christmas fewer weeks til sembreak i can finally sleep or at least train full hours for indayog do they even have training during sembreak i cant watch maximum groovity and groovity damn i hope theyll excuse me for that i finally got the first part of when i grow up it reminds me of xenical and no im not advertising that thing i dont do diet pills or slimming pills or any other pills freaking schedule detests me training math17 cs10 project cs11 mp i know therell be another one comm1 panel discussion comm1 essay histo5 aaaaaaaaaahhhh cho hakkai angst jareth sarah underground naruto sasuke gaara sakura neji itachi akatsuki sob pein another sob deidara wail tobi bangs head on keyboard what chapter are we in naruto again conan shuichi what happened detective school q i miss those guys i miss ryo genso sai hakkaikun i miss you so much im so sorry im so sorry angsty mode drama queen ultimate fluff leech fanfiction beta reader uchihacest i still havent betaread sayakosamas smut fic am so excited and am so sorry egad slacker mode to the fullest once again im soooo doomed i want out i want the goblins to take me away no wait scratch that i want the GOBLIN KING to take me away or better yet DO MY BACKLOGS FOR ME oh dont worry ill do the thinking jareth will do the working sigh i really want to sleep a sleepless week will NOT do any good for me i just know it omg i still havent started on my philosophical discussion!!!!!!
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ugh.
I highly recommend you not to try to decipher above text block. It'll only kill the remaining neurons in your brain.
Yes, I am.
And I'm blaming Ona-chan [you know who you are, if you're reading this] for this. I am apparently spending too much time with her.
And her Mac.
And its gaddamn keyboard. Have I told you I almost developed a keyboard fetish because of her Mac's keyboard? It's the nearest to my ideal keyboard. [Of course, I just noticed I ended every sentence of this paragraph with "keyoard".]
Ugh...
No offense, Ona-chan. My mind's just demented right now.
So, anyway.
I downloaded a new theme for my Firefox browser. It's called iPox, and it's *somewhat* similar to the Mac GUI.
Which means my screen now looks like a hybrid of Vista and Mac, but in actuality is an XP.
Wonderful.
Utter brilliance there, Riknata.
Seriously.
Ugh.
Now, I shall return to my schoolwork.
*Riknata just realized she has not chosen a song for SoTW yet.*
*Riknata then bangs her head on the nearest wall.*
Hmm...come to think of it...when was the last time I tuned in to my melodramatic alter?
Anyway...I thought I'd share a few not-so-cheery quotes my mind concocted throughout the day.
"Go, don't look back. I might not be there anymore when you do."
And another version...
"Go, don't bother to look back. I won't be there when you do."
Definitely more bitter, the last one is.
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"A hug is affectionate. An embrace is intimate. See the difference?"
Meh, I just saw it while bathing earlier.
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"Once I'm gone, please give me back my heart. I want to be buried with it."
Slightly morbid, slightly depressed, slightly lovesick.
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"Last Christmas I gave you my heart. I wonder where is it now?"
Ha, and you thought I was about to quote a Christmas song, eh?
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"It's not always the answer that's wrong. Sometimes, you just happened to ask the wrong question."
Take it however you wish.
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Eek..I still haven't posted this week's SoTW.
Bummer.
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